"Reserving the expression of sexuality until marriage allows the engaged couple to determine whether their desire to share their lives is founded on sexual attraction or on a genuine love of each other that can be the foundation of a lifetime of selfgiving."
Thank you my love, my lord and my saviour for your unconditionnal love. For watching so well after me. Holy spirit, my best friend and counseler thank you for your presence. I never deserved it after all .....but you are the best "thing " that ever happened to me and could have ever happened. Thank you for giving me this revelation and this insight on what it represents to remain pure until marriage. I KNew deep inside me that it was what i wanted but could never explain why each time the subject was raised up. And even though by myself i could compromise by thinking there are something that could be done and will even ask myself " how far is too far?". But thank God, Thanks Holy spirit for doing your Job so well, for loving and caring about me like only you can.
I have catched up that truth since 3months and OMG, Now i can talk about it and give my firm and clear point of view and conviction. i feel happier, i feel more beautiful, more valuable as a woman and wife to be .......
I say yes to you my Love, my Lord and my Saviour.
I choose to hide my heart, emotion and body in your hands,
Work with you on becoming a prayerful, wiser, prettier, chaste, humble, full of virtue, hardworking Women.
Protect myself in you until me and my half are ready to meet and continue the journey together with you.
My other half who is a God fearing, faithful, successfull and leading husband who will be able to love me as you do. I dont want anything less Father.
GOd: But sweetie, you know i have always given you the best
Christiane: Yes dad i know, I just wanted to say it. .........I love you Father
God: I love you too my precious princess and Daughter...more than you could ever imagine
Christiane: Thank you dad.... Holy spirit thank you also for being so faithful. you are such a good friend and helper.
your advises are the best. your leading is excellent and i love you too.
Holy Spirit: Thank you Christiane...I am and will always be there...closest at every moment, thats my Job. I love you and will make you the best Woman, Wife, Mother, Daughter and engineer, CEO
Christiane: YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS, i like it!!! You guys make life so exciting for me. You are soooo coooollll!!! Mashatakazole
(God and Holy spirit): Sweetheart you need to go to sleep, you know you start work at 7h30 tomorrow and its already 1:44 am.
Christiane: Yes i know, i want us to talk about what has been happening in the office lately, the project with professor oumarou sawadogo....Wow you guys have been amazing. Hahaha
(God and Holy spirit): (gazing)
Christiane: ok, i will go to bed. We will talk about it tomorrow. I really want to thank you guys for being so wonderful.
Angels: (gazing) What about us
Christiane: Angels, you too have been amazing....thank you for doing your job so welll. Good night everyone, i love you.
GOd: My daughter i bless you, decree and declare that only happiness, unending success shall you experience. I have made your way as a shining light which shines brighter and brighter. You are loved and highly favoured. All things work togheter for your Good. Sleep well my daughter...
Christiane:A hug dad.....(gaze)
GOd: Come on....(kiss on the forehead) ...... I love you christiane. Now go to bed.
mardi 15 février 2011
dimanche 6 février 2011
dreams and procrastination
I Spent the whole day in bed with my computer. Feeling bad about it .... looking for some article on the internet talking about that. Till the moment i realized reading about it wouldnt change anything at all if not making me loose more time. I have to take some action, So i got out from bed...tied the room togheter and took a bath. Prayed and sat to complete some test i need for a presentation at the office tomorrow.... still i couldnt focus or make anything happen. My mind is just so full of so many things: My final year project ( which is coming up in 1 year and half: i will talk about it later), my internship where i would like to definitely leave my marks of excellence, the Charity work and evangelism i am doing after my vacation, My relashionship with God.....I love him so much and it pains me when i am errand on the internet the whole day doing nothing instead of giving him that time in prayer and bible study.
Then i stop my tests which i couldnt even properly start, went ahead to eat some food and now i am blogging while watching a moving.
I dont like these momment because i dont want to see my life pass me by....without fullfilling my dreams for a lack of concentration and follow through...God is giving great opportunity and i know i am supposed to be making things happened instead of sitting around. HOw will i get of this? God help me.
Then i stop my tests which i couldnt even properly start, went ahead to eat some food and now i am blogging while watching a moving.
I dont like these momment because i dont want to see my life pass me by....without fullfilling my dreams for a lack of concentration and follow through...God is giving great opportunity and i know i am supposed to be making things happened instead of sitting around. HOw will i get of this? God help me.
dimanche 30 janvier 2011
I have Come a long way in life seeing God faithful in much more greater ways and at every step of the way. Before sleeping today i read this esaie 49 where God was telling me "Kings will be your foster fathers, and their queens your nursing". Me who used to be rejected, called nobody ....God is able folks.
I love him so much even though he unconditionnally loved me first. I love him!!! . So as i was watching back all my life to where i am now i decided that from today i will be sharing by writing on this blog: my passion for christ and his wonderful deeds, How he is building me up, molding me as a valuable and standing out woman from the weak, and low self esteem i used to have.
Indeed he has made king my foster father , and queens my nursing and i know the best is yet to come as i stick to him and his word.
Hope this will inspire somebody out there ....in which ever way.
Stay beautiful and blessed.
Good night
I love him so much even though he unconditionnally loved me first. I love him!!! . So as i was watching back all my life to where i am now i decided that from today i will be sharing by writing on this blog: my passion for christ and his wonderful deeds, How he is building me up, molding me as a valuable and standing out woman from the weak, and low self esteem i used to have.
Indeed he has made king my foster father , and queens my nursing and i know the best is yet to come as i stick to him and his word.
Hope this will inspire somebody out there ....in which ever way.
Stay beautiful and blessed.
Good night
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