April 14th 2011


My King i love being your glamourous girl! Thank you for making me more precious than Rubies. I am after your heart and i will stick there no matter what it takes.....there is no better place than the fullness of your presence.

My experience in Berlin ....The Unthinkable

Oh my prince, you have indeed blessed me with myriades of angels, and unlimited favour. Once again you showed me how you could turn the whole world around just for me! From the ambassadors, to the ministers what was supposed to take 1month have been done in 2hours. Did i ever tell you how much of a cool guy you are? I love you

Rien est impossible meme si c'est pénible tout est possible avec dieu

Jai prévu aller a Berlin pour renouveller mon Visa canadien. Au départ, je voulais y aller seul pour que Monica me retrouve plus tard

Mais elle a insiste a venir avec moi et on est parti très tôt ce matin la. 4 h elle était a la maison pour me chercher..elle a emmené couverture et oreiller m'a demande de m'installer en arrière de la voiture pour dormir pendant quelle conduit. On est donc arrive a Berlin, a 9h30 la route vers l'ambassade était fermée avec la police parceque apparemment la reine de danmark venait et une autorité de lybie était la. Donc elle a gare allé voir la police pour lui demande comment faire pour arriver a l'ambassade il a dit qu'il ne sait pas mais quelle ne peut pas passer la, la route est bloque. Effectivement on ne voyait que les voitures du gouvernement passer. Elle est donc revenue dans la voiture a démarrer et est allée ralentir devant le policier pour lui demande comment je fais pour passer alors.....le mr a regarde en arrière, ma vu et lui a dit de passer....woooow. La gloire de Dieu n'est ce pas merveilleux.

On se rend a l'ambassade, contrôle, appareil électronique dehors blabla scanner ok, on y est numéro d'attente, quand s'est mon tour je m approche de lagent et je me présente , étudiante a l'école polytechnique de Montreal en stage en Allemagne jai mon permis detude valide et caq aussi. Elle récupère les documents et me demande le formulaire remplie que je lui donne....ouppsss, elle se retire va dans un bureau et reviens me dire mademoiselle VTRs formula ire nest pas valides, il doit être remplie en ligne et valide et générer un code barre. Il est alors 10h15 et lambassade ferme a 11h. Je suis venue de 6h de Berlin et je repars ce weekends. Comment je fais...j essaie de la convaincre et elle élevé le ton dis qu'il n'y a pas d'exception de partir et d'envoyer ma demande par la poste ...mais Boon madame je ne peux pas j'ai deja perdu bcp de passeport par courrier recommander. Elle dit la discussion est terminée....alors Monica s'approche et demande a la dame qu'est ce quo se passe elle reprend le blabla . Monica lui demande ou est le cyber le plus proche a 10 min en bus et il est 10h20.

Bon elle donne un document et dit qu'on peut venir déposer la demande a 15 h par exception. On lui dit merci et on s'en va. Monica dit quelle une idée...dans l'ascenseur elle demande a un mr est cequil travaille dans le bâtiment on a urgemment besoin d'un ordi le mr dit non désolée. On sors on se dirige vers le. L'hôtel Ritz avec plein de garde deficits, les personalize les couture diplomatique avec le drapeau DES pays France..... Monitor fonce tout de suite dans l'hotel sans meme regarder autour un moment je sues shhh quest quell fait Maia je la suis avec tout mutant de confidence, Elle se Sirius vers les concierges et Leif demande urgemment un ordinateur ou se connected. Le concierge quitte son comptoir et nous mene vers ce périt cyber cafe de l'hôtel : quelques ordinateur Mac , la classe quoi. ? Beh monitor me laisse la pendant que le mr etablit la connection et elle repars a l'ambassade en courant pour essayer de convaincre la dame de prendre ma demande en avance et nous remette le Visa a 15 h parceque la dame parlait de 3 semaines pour me retourner mon passeport. Elle me demande de me dépêcher il est 10h30

Je me connecte j'accede au site de gouvernement Canada mais adore reader ne fonctionne pas sur les ordi client Mac, je le dis au gérant qui me demande de me connecter sur son serveur qui est hp, je le fais  je remplis le formulaire. Je l'imprime et me redirige beers l'ambassade en courant, il set 11h 05 monitor set a l'interieur les ports Sont ferries mais le garde accept de me faire entree. J'entre et il me dit caller directement a latent. My vais Elle premed mon permis d'etude et auto mais pas les prevues financiere, va a l'interieur et deviant me dire le consul a approve mon visa et que je peux le recuperer a 15 h . Et lui Dieu set merveilleux.

Happy easter

My King we're celebrating your resurection. Thank you for giving your life as a sacrifice, sacrifice which took away my burdens. So that everyday i can be happy as i seat in you at the right of our Dad! Quelle preuve d'amour..Quelle vie tu m'as apporte! Teach me to celebrate you not only at easter but everyday of my life, teach me to love as u've been loving me. Happy easter Brothers and sis of the heavenly realm!

Confidence....Its scary to be us

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I will show courage before i feel it and soon my feelings will catch up with my actions. Do it with courage , with confidence because Christ is in me and he is able! LOrd Show me What i am made of. I know there is much more than this and you deposit in me all what it takes. I refuse to Throw away my confidence.

Thank you Lord for this message, i really needed it!

I lived it at the beginning of my internship, i really didnt know waht it was all about, but in 2 months i am so much inside, i have learn a lot and now after 2 months i have started working on my part of the project.

In My prayer the days before i was asking God to help me because i wasnt feeling confident at all, meeting this directors in the company, having lunch with them. Working with White people...it was the first time and from other people testimony..they said in germany people were very mean and racist for black people like me...In this country where i just came in 2 days ago.

I Kept on praying, did`nt feel anything, on morning i weared up my best dress, walk up with confidence as a driver of the company came to my apartment to pick me up.

God is mighty "show confidence before you feel it and soon your feelings will catch up with my actions. because Christ in you is able"

I got in Office, These where the more amaazing and helpful people i have ever met. During lunch they made sure i will go to lunch with a different person to know as much people as possible. It was an awesome experience. Its been only 2 months but i feel at "Home", productive in my job, even if sometimes, my motivation goes down and i feel like i have no confidence and ability..

The people i have met thing i am an amazing young girl, courageous to study electrical engineering, to work on the devellopement of one their farest product, to have travel this much in 21 years, to take up the challenge to come in germany all alone for my internship ( no i am not alone, God is in me and he is my ability).

Sometimes i take all these for guaranted, but God please forgive me. You love so much and inconditionnally. I never went to low for you, you`ve always been there to catch me up at the right time and lift me, teach me and keep on loving me. I appreciate my king.

Thank you for this message: I have my final year project for which i am looking for sponsors, i have been having lack of confidence on how to approach the companies, but Jesus thank you because you are able.

I will show confidence before i feel it and soon my feelings will catch up with my actions. Do it with courage , with confidence because Christ is in me and he is able!

By this weekend, i will send the portfolio to tonton Jean Marc and Tonton Franck. By next the 18Th I will start calling companies and ask for the sponsors contacts. I will also meet Mrs Zimmerman for AZO Participation.

Thank you LOrd for builing me up.

By the way this sending 60 sms in 20 minutes to BF was all me. Haha! Thank God for More confidence

Irishea Hilliard-Lewis---@ Always Sisters Conference

Discussion between me, God and the Holy spirit on purity

"Reserving the expression of sexuality until marriage allows the engaged couple to determine whether their desire to share their lives is founded on sexual attraction or on a genuine love of each other that can  be the foundation of a lifetime of selfgiving."


Thank you my love, my lord and my saviour for your unconditionnal love. For watching so well after me. Holy spirit, my best friend and counseler thank you for your presence. I never deserved it after all .....but you are the best "thing " that ever happened to me and could have ever happened. Thank you for giving me this revelation and this insight on what it represents to remain pure until marriage. I KNew deep inside me  that it was what i wanted but could never explain why each time the subject was raised up. And even  though by myself i could compromise by thinking there are something that could be done and will even ask myself " how far is too far?". But thank God, Thanks Holy spirit for doing your Job so well, for loving and caring about me like only you can.


I have catched up that truth since 3months and OMG, Now i can talk about it and give my firm and clear point of view and conviction. i feel happier, i feel more beautiful, more valuable as a woman and wife to be .......
I say yes to you my Love, my Lord and my Saviour.
I choose to hide my heart, emotion and body in your hands,
Work with you on becoming a prayerful, wiser, prettier, chaste, humble, full of virtue, hardworking Women.
Protect myself in you until me and my half are ready to meet and continue the journey together with you.


My other half who is a God fearing, faithful, successfull and leading husband who will be able to love me as you do.   I dont want anything less Father.


GOd: But sweetie, you know i have always given you the best


Christiane: Yes dad i know,  I just wanted to say it. .........I love you Father


God: I love you too my precious princess and Daughter...more than you could ever imagine


Christiane:  Thank you dad.... Holy spirit thank you also for being so faithful. you are such a good friend and helper.
                        your advises are the best. your leading is excellent and i love you too.


Holy Spirit: Thank you Christiane...I am and will always be there...closest at every moment, thats my Job. I love you and will make you the best Woman, Wife, Mother, Daughter and engineer, CEO


Christiane: YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS, i like it!!! You guys make life so exciting for me. You are soooo coooollll!!! Mashatakazole




(God and Holy spirit): Sweetheart you need to go to sleep, you know you start work at 7h30 tomorrow and its already 1:44 am.


Christiane: Yes i know, i want  us to talk about what has been happening in the office lately,  the project with  professor oumarou sawadogo....Wow you guys have been      amazing. Hahaha


(God and Holy spirit):  (gazing)


Christiane: ok, i will go to bed. We will talk about it tomorrow.  I really want to thank you guys for being so wonderful. 


Angels: (gazing) What about us


Christiane: Angels, you too have been amazing....thank you for doing your job so welll. Good night everyone, i love you.


GOd: My daughter i bless you, decree and declare that only happiness, unending success shall you experience. I have made your way as a shining light which shines brighter and brighter. You are loved and highly favoured. All things work togheter for your Good. Sleep well my daughter...


Christiane:A hug dad.....(gaze)


GOd: Come on....(kiss on the forehead)  ...... I love you christiane. Now go to bed.

dreams and procrastination

I Spent the whole day in bed with my computer.  Feeling bad about it .... looking for some article on the internet talking about that. Till the moment i realized reading about it wouldnt change anything at all if not making me loose more time. I have to take some action, So i got out from bed...tied the room togheter and took a bath. Prayed and sat to complete some test i need for a presentation at the office tomorrow.... still i couldnt focus or make anything happen. My  mind is just so full of so many things: My final year project ( which is coming up in 1 year and half: i will talk about it later), my internship where i would like to definitely leave my marks of excellence, the Charity work and evangelism  i am doing after my vacation, My relashionship with God.....I love him so much and it pains me when i am errand on the internet the whole day doing nothing instead of giving him that time in prayer and bible study.

Then i stop my tests which i couldnt even properly start, went ahead to eat some food and now i am blogging while watching a moving.

I dont like these momment because i dont want to see my life pass me by....without fullfilling my dreams for a lack of concentration and follow through...God is giving great opportunity and i know i am supposed to  be making things happened instead of sitting around. HOw will i get of this? God help me.

I have Come a long way in life seeing God faithful in much more greater ways and at every step of the way. Before sleeping today i read this esaie 49 where God was telling me "Kings will be your foster fathers, and their queens your nursing". Me who used to be rejected, called nobody ....God is able folks.
I love him so much even though he unconditionnally loved me first. I love him!!! . So as i was watching back all my life to where i am now  i decided that from today i will be sharing by writing on this blog: my passion for christ and his wonderful deeds, How he is building me up, molding me as a valuable and standing out woman from the weak,  and low self esteem i used to have.
Indeed he has made king my foster father ,  and queens my nursing and i know the best is yet to come as i stick to him and his word.
Hope this will inspire somebody out there ....in which ever way.
Stay beautiful and  blessed.
Good night